It has been a really looooooong time....

Hey there its been sooo long since i've lasted posted up anything.. i doubt anyone else would reads this anymore.. but whoever reads this good for you.. haha.. Anywayz alot has happened over the time i haven't made a post. Exams, finally went to little caesars to eat, Yenlee coming to perth, Travelling down south to Denmark and Albany, Liverpool getting knocked out of the champions league, Me coming back to singapore, me getting my awaited results and i think thats shoud be most of it.. haha..

So first was exams.. It was stressful man going through all the 3 units that i failed the first time.. luckily i had friends who were taking the units also although they were so much younger and they are the next generation of engineers.. But it turned out alright as i managed to pass all.. although i didn't do great in results i'm just happy i didn't fail anything again.. 2 Passes and 2 Credits.. 2 Passes being DYNAMICS and Math.. And the other 2 are MMS and Materials.. I really prayed really hard.. Thanks to the big man up there for the strength.. On the last day of exams i finally got my chance to go to little caesars with my cell.. and the pizzas were pretty good.. its supposed to be about the dessert pizzas but i think they just weren't as great as it was hyped up to be.. i think the other pizzas were better in terms of taste and creativity..

Then there was Yenlee coming to perth.. it was really great when she came.. but it would have been so much better if i had a car to bring her around with.. so many more places that i wanted to bring her but just couldn't because the transport system in perth is so inadequate.. I was supposed to borrow Jamie's car but she delayed her flight by 2 days and then broke her bumper just as she was leaving.. What luck.. So in the end couldn't go very far and had to follow people around.. I hate not having a car on my own.. Don't think Yenlee fully enjoyed the trip because we couldn't do very much and depended on others to move around..

And next up was the road trip down to Albany and we stayed at Denmark.. It was an awesome trip.. We stayed in Denmark which is about an hours or two away from Albany.. The accomadation was nice.. a nice fireplace where it made the guys feel MAN starting the fire up!! haha.. Anyway the trip with all the scenary the friends.. it was sooo gd..

thats all for now.. till the next time i'm free and feel like coming to blog again..

Till next time..
Adam

Exams are here..

wow i haven't been to this page in a while.. and i've kinda got nothing to do right now as i don't really feel like studying right now.. so i'm just filling this up and i'm gonna sleep soon so that i can wake up early and hopefully hit the books.. exams are just like 3 days away.. been studying in the library everyday.. Yenlee is coming in 2 weeks time and we're going down south on the 23rd of nov to the 26th of nov.. i'm soooooooooo looking forward to these 2 events.. highlights of my semester so far..

tonight our cell went to tony romas and it is probably our 2nd last dinner together as a cell.. as i look back this cell has been interesting and nice.. i kinda like this cell cuz i've probably built bigger and better relationships with the friends that i'm closer with.. and i thank god for the friendships that i've been really blessed with..

Being in uni and being so far away from home friends are just your everything.. and also just hanging on to the things back home..

Till next time..

Adam

Update..

Its already the 24th of September.. and the exam timetable is already out :( depressing.. lol.. just means that there is no more time to play/monkey around.. my exams are happening on the 2,4, 9 and 10th of nov.. and then the 15th yenlee comes, I think I've roughly jotted down where i should bring yenlee to.. so if anyone reading this has ideas on where i can bring her to, do let me know !! in just over a week i'll be moving to a new environment where i hope i can call it home till i graduate.. Its about this time of the year i'm starting to miss home and the food again..

Just recently on Saturday we had Search for a Star 2009 and this year I was part of the performance a group of 19 guys, i know thats alot of ppl but it was tight. We did something like this.



Unlike last year where i was just a spectator and cheered on my friends.. I actually really enjoyed being part of the performances though we had to be there at like 8am in the morning and then we had to practice and wait for almost 12 hours till it started at 730pm.. everyone said it was really good.. I really liked a few other performances and performers which i think did great jobs.. Angelene in her role in drama was really good !! I also enjoyed the Michael Jackson medley the choir did.. Can't wait to watch our performance on the DVD.. i'll put up more pictures when i can get them..

Till next time..

Adam

Once a month trend..

HAHA..seems like i've just been lazy to post or haven't really thought about posting much.. which can mean a couple of things.. i'm just really bored now or i haven't been feeling really down much.. anyway the mid semester break is here.. which is why i'm not in uni at the moment and at home posting a blog entry.. it'll be 66 more days b4 yenlee comes... yay !! 3 more weeks till i move over to my new place.. closer to uni just a 5 min walk to the library.. and closer to everyone..

Till next time..

Adam

Back for a post..

its been almost a month since i last posted up an entry.. and life has been pretty alright so far.. and this is how it has been so far.. first up the only family i had in perth has gone back to singapore leaving me here.. secondly i'm still missing home.. but not as much as i was at the start of the year.. i really hope that this semester would turn out fine.. thinking of the same 3 subjects again gives me the shivers though i'm really doing things differently this time around.. i can't wait till the end of the year till yen lee comes hereee and the exams are over !!!

I'll be taking part in SFAS aka Search for a star, this year if u guys remember what i posted about it last year.. haha.. seems like its gonna be fun.. though we are only practicing like once a week which i think should be more than enough and if its more its gonna be so hard to gather everyone.. i think the auditions will be soon..

I still so want a car of my own.. because at the moment now i have Amelia's car which she didn't sell before she left and now i'm kinda using it until it gets sold so if anyone wants to buy or knows anyone who wants to buy a Manual, Red 2.0 litre imprezza at 11k do give me a call .. why can't my father tell me i give u like 3k and go and buy a car.. hahaha.. how i wish it was that simple.. also recently at cell we had a pot luck and we each had to kinda cook something except vera didn't cook anything she just came with her taste buds.. haha.. and i cooked up some carrot cake.. which i don't think turned out very well but the cell still ate it anyway i think they were just being nice.. didn't have the same consistency as the ones that we eat at the hawker centres.. anyway this was a break from my studying so tata..

Till next time..

Adam

Back again......

Hey.......

I'm now back in perth again.. and the circumstances really sucked.. i was on a standby ticket to coming back to perth so what it meant was i would only get onto a flight was if there was a seat available only then would i get onto the flight.. and the 15th morning was the best chance for me to go back and i only knew that the night before.. luckily i was already half packed but the feeling really sucks just leaving so abruptly.. i already miss home.. this semester i almost cried going through the gates again.. luckily my mum wasn't there.. had she been there and cried at the airport i think i would have done the same thing as the start of the year..

as i start this semester.. i feel hurt but i still feel alright too.. it hurts to have to relive the wounds of my first semester this semester but i also feel happier what i achieved decently in the Feb semester, not say extremely good but its alright i guess, after coming off a horrendous 1st semester.. but i can say engineering is hard, hopefully i've gotten used to it.. i'm glad i didn't change course which i was really contemplating.. thanks to loved ones and those who persuaded me to stay where i am.. could never be where i am without any of you I LOVE all of you.. thank you for what ever prayers were said for me.. to those who feel disappointed because of last sem.. take it from me.. there is only up now.. just work hard and it will be fine.. MISS HOME more because of the circumstance..

Till next time..
Adam

Hey Hey

Hey everyone.. its really been a long long time since i last blogged.. haha.. either been busy with exams or just too lazy to blog.. Cuz i'm at home.. and i don't think i really blog when i'm home, as in when i'm in Singapore.. anyway what's happened so far.. Had my exams, finished and then came back to surprise yenlee as she thought i was working that day.. it was pretty fun trying to organise something that someone doesn't know.. something that zion always seems to fail.. lol.. anyway being home has been wonderful although the weather has been terribly hot and humid.. i'm just gonna pray i do well for my exams.. still so damn worried about the exams.. haiz.. will the heartache be over? by the time i go back to perth some would have graduated and will be missed and i'll still be stuck there having to slug it out with the books.. but at least there are some great friends over there.. why can't everything i like be in one place.. lol..

Till next time..
Adam

Today..

The 24th of May was my 7th anniversary together with Yenlee.. and i really can't imagine my life without her in it at all.. being with her makes life seem so much simpler.. someone u can always turn to when you need to talk to.. she basically completes me..

Marks the day of the end of the semester in terms of normal studying days..

i think i've been pretty thankful for this semeser.. got to know alot more ppl alot better.. got to meet new friends.. i'm also thankful for the support i've gotten from whoever.. i'm just knda thankful for all the mornings when i can open my eyes and say that i'm alive..

Thinking of buying a good camera.. think i should buy it?

Till next time..
Adam

Another week gone...

Another week gone... Another week closer to exams.. Another week of my life gone.. Another week away from the ones i love... haiz.. so depressing.. lol.. but what the heck its just Another week closer to graduating.. Another week closer to seeing yenlee.. Another week closer to seeing family.. Recently i've just felt kinda detached from alot of stuff and i don't know why.. just want to get the semester over.. why can't life be easier?

Anywayz.. Just recently started to work at Pizza Express in mosman park on sundays.. i've met some of the people along the way through my cousin amelia and they are nice.. Feels like a good job.. especially when i get to take the shop car out to go and deliver.. Its a good breather..

The exam timetable is out.. gonna have exams on the 11th and the 13th.. sianzzz....

Just a random thought.. People come and people go.. but if you don't work at trying to get close to someone and getting to know them, the friendship will probably never work.. It takes 2 hands to clap so if you see someone trying.. don't hold back..

Sick of studying..

As the title says i got sick of studying so i decided to blog.. haha.. anywayz an update on my hamstring.. its now not so bad, doesn't really hurt anymore unless i strain it so i guess i can start to train it up again soon.. I really really want a car.. it just sucks to have to always think how am i gonna get there if i don't have a car !!! can someone just drop a car right infront of me with the car keys landing in my hands?? that would be so awesome!! I was talking with amelia and thought wouldn't it be cool if we could open up a food business.. The weather over here now is getting cold but only in the nights and the mornings though.. though the days are still so warm under the sun.. soon all the long pants and socks have to come out.. i'm so afraid of exams right now.. they are coming.. although i've done alot more studying then i have the last semester i just can't get it out of my head.. So many thoughts in my head..

I miss home..


Till next time..
Adam

Its been about 10 days since i've last blogged.. i came across this

"Is it possible that you know how I feel without you? When I dream, I like to think you do. Before we came together,I moved through life without meaning, without reason. I know that somehow, every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step to finding you. We were destined to be together."

I think its such a nice short little quote..

The days have just been passing on by...... how exams are approaching... I miss everything there is at home.. and i really mean everything... Just recently i pulled my hamstring AGAIN !! and it hurts AGAIN !! and its my left one this time.. the last time i hurt it was last year but it was my right leg, so i've just been limping around walking really slow.. so i'm not gonna be able to play soccer again for a while and i have to build the muscle back up again.. so much trouble !!

Till next time..
Adam

Back from sydney..

It all started with the long weekend of good friday.. a absolutely perfect week.. a 4 day school week and then the term break.. midway through the term break i went to sydney for my cousins birthday.. reaching sydney and once my aunt picked me up from the airport and as we drove back to her house i could just tell that sydney was so different from perth.. it really felt like a city, felt like home in becauses of the bustling city.. and the next day i would get to see family.. and how i wished yenlee could have been there too.. really miss her when i'm here.. miss the hugs and her being beside me.. words just really can't replace her being with me.. anyway the wedding was awesome although the mass that my cousin wanted was so long it bored me to death.. lol.. it was a traditional latin mass.. didn't understand a word and just really didn't interest me at all.. although the singing and the songs were so good.. seeing and hearing from my cousin who just got married just really inspires me because he has found someone who really sees eye to eye with him.. i think he's set a bench mark.. haha.. he even played a song on the guitar he wrote for his wife during the dinner.. how does one live up to the standard.. I had so much fun dancing and having fun with everyone.. then sadly had to come back to perth the very next morning.. and now the week is almost over again.. a test has just passed.. assignments have been handed up.. and in just about 6 weeks time.. exams will be here again.. its scary its just really scary...

Till next time..
Adam

Thoughts..

I had a conversation with, someone and we were on the topic of bf's and gf's because of some of the relationships around us we started talking about them and there was one conclusion.. Every relationship that happens should just make life easier for one another and not make ones life difficult for each other.. the relationship should help to alleviate one anothers pain.. why would anyone want to be in a relationship which causes yourself so much pain and suffering? shouldn't there be more happy times than painful ones?

I think this song has alot of meaning and some of the lyrics just really speak how someone would feel to you when you know he/she is the one.. and i think this is what she made me feel since the day i was with her..

can't insert the video but you can find it here Gabrielle - Sunshine

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live life
And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came, you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for new heights
You inspired me to try
Felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I set adrift
You anchor me
You're there for me

Sunshine (oh yeah)
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

(Sunshine)
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..

Till next time..
Adam

Morning...

the morning feels so good when you wake up and the air is fresh the wind is cool though there are kids in the background screaming so early in the morning for god knows what? studying studying and studying has been the agenda for me over the past week or so all because of a a 10% test.. struggling to grasp certain concepts just sucks.. i'm so afraid of sch right now..

Juat a random thought.. everyday i just feel blessed to be who i am.. because of the ppl whom i have around me family, gf and friends..

Till next time..
Adam

Have you ever..

Have you ever woken up to the smell of fresh bread which has just been baked? let me tell you that it is one of the best things ever.. the aroma of freshly baked bread is heavenly.. My housemate chuck has this bread maker which he of course makes his own bread and he's been baking fresh bread ever since i came back to perth but up till now i've never had the opportunity to wake up to the smell.. i'd always be fully awake and walk into the kitchen then would i be able to smell the fresh bread.. last night i saw him put in the ingredients and i knew he was baking the bread but when i woke up and smelt it it was like best thing ever..

the mid sem break is coming and i have 2 upcoming quizzes.. one is civil and the other math after the break.. i've been trying to study but i'm just so afraid that i won't do well.. i think last sem has really scarred me.. just can't get the stupid thing out of my mind..

Sunday, Josh, vera, belle, chong wei and myself went cycling.. it was really something different.. and it felt soo good.. the weather was just perfect.. it wasn't hot and it wasn't cold until towards 4+ the wind started blowing and it started to get cold.. but it was really fun.. vera packed lunches for us we sat at some part of kings park to eat and chat.. can check out some of the pics here..

Till next time..
Adam

Just another day..

Another few days have passed by.. and it will be the end of the week again.. ARGH !! time flies so fast.. doing projects, studying and having fun over the weekends is all we ever do.. but what else can we do? i wish i was home right now where i could give Yenlee a big hug.. eat prata at the coffee shop and also tau huay.. yumm... enough about food..

its time to hit the books again.. quizzes are comin up.. civil and math.. but before that we have warman trials.. its been real interesting going through warman project.. figuring out how a mechanical contraption is supposed to work.. haha.. so much of "oh we can do this.. but how are we gonna do it?" hahaha.. and also how we gonna transfer a baton.. if who ever read this is interested about Warman and just wanna know what its about building robots and competition.. just click here.. so interesting.. but so time consuming.. haha..

and now my fav topic which is football & LIVERPOOL !! 13 goals in 3 games.. against some of the toughest opponents around.. what a run we've been on.. just wished the international break wasn't around to spoil the form of the club.. maybe there is just some hope in overturning "manure" lol.. common man u.. LOSE !!!

Dear jiayou for your exams.. soon the studying will be over and you'll miss it again.. hahaha..

Till next time..
Adam

Free for a few hours..

Time has really been passing pretty quickly.. its almost the weekend all over again.. very soon in the blink of an eye.. Exams will be here again.. and everyone's anxieties will be shooting through the roof.. and we can only prepare for it.. Just last night i went to a friends convo.. and was thinking i can't wait for that time to come.. because when that happens means that means yenlee's bond is finishing and we could really start our lives together.. but on a sadder note i don't think very many of my current friends will be around.. most of them will graduate before me.. it may only have been 9 months since i've gotten to know them but they feel like some of the closest friends i've ever made..

Onto football.. hahahaha... what an exciting week last week.. first the thrashing of Real Madrid which is only the most decorated club in european history.. and 2nd the icing on the cake thrashing of Manchester United 4-1.. and it was an absolutely awesome game which liverpool deserved to win.. and this win made me realize that some Manure (what my friend david likes to call them) fans are really such sore losers.. common man just admit that liverpool played a better game and get on with life.. We(Liverpool) may not win the league but we haven't beaten Man U twice in a season in such a long time i almost forgot wat it feels like.. annnnnnd it feels really good.. hahahahahahahahaha... we will get the title soon.. Manure fans.. watch out..

Till next time..
Adam

Something i just want you to know...

Over the last few weeks i've been hearing this song.. i think its one of the most meaningful songs i know.. and it kinda sums up how i feel..



Looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me
Oh, mere words can't explain the love I have inside
it's more than just a physical thing
I know it's something like spiritual connection
The feeling in my soul, heart and mind

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be too far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me

You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love, I think of you

You're beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
warm hearted like the rays of the sun on a summer's day
And all I gotta do is look into your eyes to lose myself
your the substance of my dreams epitomy me of woman
the only one i truly call mine

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be too far
Please say forever you will stay beside me

'Cause you're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get,
When you know that something's true
When I think of love, I think of you

Yeah, oh yeah

When I think of love I think of you
Baby I love you and I need you, yeah

You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love I think of you

update...

its the weekend again.. the time just really passes by so fast.. we're like midway through march already.. seems like only yesterday we were having a blast of a new years party at vera's house.. i think i've gotten back into the swing of things and being happier letting it all out on the blog.. anyway having friends that are cheerful too helps.. haha.. just came back from the casino and i lost $10 !!! omg.. haha.. at least i'm still $30 up on burswood.. haha.. i want to go fishing.. i want to buy my own fishing rod.. i want to work.. there's so many things that i wanna do.. but first get my distinctions.. haha.. hopefully if i work hard enough for it i will get it..
i just watched a couple of movies.. the first one.. gran torino.. the trailers made it look really good.. but actually its a pretty crap show.. so damn draggy but the end was kinda sad.. in my opinion some of the acting also wasn't really good too.. then i watched confessions of a shopaholic.. that was a total chick flick but it was a really good show to watch.. the story was nice.. i kinda like chick flicks sometimes.. i prefer a good story line over action.. although if a great story line came with action.. that would be so much better.. lol

Till next time..
Adam

Hey

it might only be the 3rd week of uni.. but i can feel stressed to a certain extent.. don't really understand certain things.. and its sometimes so hard to depend on others when you have to understand it and not just memorise it on your own.. but i've been enjoying the company of friends when i study.. but i feel i still need to put in more effort to do well and aim for the distinctions i really crave..


On to football.. haha.. watched an absolutely amazing game in which Liverpool as in words from the press humiliated Real Madrid.. a team that is really on a streak in the La Liga.. 4-0 was what the final score line read.. it just really makes you wonder how a team can play so well in europe and not be as consistent in the EPL.. maybe because its how tough the EPL is really getting.. just look at the bottom half of the table and they are only seperated by a few points and anyone can be put in the drop zone after a string of bad results.. hopefully this weekend we will shut the mouth of those Man Utd fans of which most of which just love to run off their mouths.. when did these Man U fans become fans? before they won anything? soon they will be man city fans.. who knows?

Till next time..
Adam

Just what i felt..

I think there's just something about the traditional roman catholic church that i really like.. the serenity.. the calmness of it all.. the peace that it brings to me..

Till next time..
Adam

Just sian..

i don't really know why i keep coming back to the blog.. but i guess its just one way i can really just express myself without really talking to anyone else cuz sometimes its just so hard to talk to anyone else about problems.. although i know ppl do read it.. what i feel inside now i just can't really explain.. just feel so uneasy so sian just soo sian.. just need somewhere to go and scream my lungs out.. sometimes its painful to know when u roughly know what someone thinks good about you and then changes that stance just because he doesn't really like that idea.. i'm just kinda screaming in my head right now..

why why why why..... why must it be that way.. all i think i can do i continue on with my life.. why can't i have just enough money on my own and do what i want and not depend on anyone else.. don't i make sensible decisions on my own? don't i take care of myself properly? aren't i a responsible person on my own? haven't i done enough to prove that i am capable of making sound decisions? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!

i miss the totally bo chap side of me.. I don't really wanna say all these but i just think i should really let it out or it will just hurt so much more on the inside.. sorry if its just so emo.. not something i really wanna be.. can't stand this side of me..

wats up..

Hey to the unknown readers out there.. lol...

so far this has been a decent week.. balance of playing and studying.. doing work.. meals and all that.. its been excellent.. although i really haven't been home much cuz there really isn't very much to do at home so going to josh's house to cook and enjoy company is the best remedy.. haha.. i miss going out to the cinemas to watch lots of movies.. its sooo expensive over here.. sucks man.. would love to hang out with amelia more often.. but she seems busy.. and sometimes i am too..

just a random note.. lol.. i think in life we must learn to live life and not let life live us.. we must make the situation better as the situation will never get better on its own at all.. live life to the fullest.. don't try to resist what is put right in front of you.. if it doesn't happen for you try and make it happen.. thats all you can ask of yourself.. its like money.. if you don't work money ain't just gonna drop from the sky and into your lap isn't it?

Till next time..
Adam

Just felt like blogging..

Hey hey...

its been an interesting week so far.. cooking dinners and enjoying company.. but i guess it still doesn't beat being hom eback in singapore with yenlee and family.. i still would have loved to stay at home after such heartache.. but like what i learnt from max truely at the first real cell of the semester was really not to live in the past.. plan for the future but look at the now.. i usually don't think of the past that much cuz i know that it is absolutely over.. but i really can't help but look at what happened just last semester.. it still really hurts.. but i'm really looking at right now what i have.. a super supportive girlfriend and family.. they truely mean the world to me.. what else could a person ask for? i'm also really grateful to all the awesome friends and cousin that i have here.. they make life so much easier over here.. what would i do without em? a family away from home..

Liverpool has been my favourite team for a really really really long time.. i believe since around the time that ian rush retired which was in 96.. what the hell were they doing last night man... ARGH !!! can't even beat a middlesbrough side which has not won in 3 months.. wth.. what was rafa thinking.. putting skrtel on the right when carragher should have been there.. babbel the useless player he keeps playing.. what does he see in him !!! i think the premiership is gone.. we're just a different in EUROPE !!! cull the giants.. lose to the small..

Till next time..
Adam

Sian...

Haiz..

i think i'm just doing this cuz i'm bored and i'm kinda depressed... not doing well has its repercussions.. haiz.. can't stop thinking about failures... ARGH !! anyway i guess its a new sem a new start.. to do things better for myself.. to focus.. still hurts to think about it.. can't really think of what else to say other than ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Till next time..
Adam

I'm Back

Hi everyone.. i don't know how many ppl would tune back in to this blog cuz i haven't blogged in such a long long time.. but i'm back.. cuz i'm back in perth.. and i guess it gets very boring again and i've got time on my hands to do such things once again.. lol.. anyways i had the best time in a long time during my holidays.. i didn't have the best time receiving my results.. nvr expected such heartache.. but anyway its a new semester so i'm gonna be working doubley hard to improve them greatly..

going back to singapore i found really good friends back there.. those like Vic, Garreth, Vera and Josh.. Even Edwin.. Vera's very long time friend.. it was so good going out for movies, supper and dinners and i swear i've never watched so many movies in such a short time.. catching almost any other movie i thought i liked.. i really enjoyed seeing my family and of course yenlee all over again.. it was such a good feeling.. not feeling as lonely as i did in perth.. during my holidays i went to beijing and harbin in china.. it was sooooo cold.. omg.. went to harbin and the weather was perpetually under 0 deg celcius.. my mum even got frost bite when we went up the mountain.. it was minus 30 i think the dao you (Tour guide in mandarin) mentioned.. going to beijing and bargaining was such a fun thing too.. ahaha.. all the food was so damn good.. just popping into the 小吃( little eateries) was cheap and tasteful..

i think the last day before i came back was really one of the best i've had.. spending valentines day with yenlee.. we really spent a whole day together enjoying each others company and i swear i really love her lots.. someone i'll never give up for any other girl.. other than maybe my mum or sister.. valentines day wasn't the usually expensive things cuz but i really loved the day.. spending time with her time flew past.. which i didn't really want it to end..

and then the day came when i had to come back to perth and that was on a sunday the 15th of feb.. I felt so lost when i was coming back to perth.. i don't know if i will be able to do it all over again.. when i left for the customs i gave my mum a hug.. and saw my mum crying and then i started to cry.. which i think i just didn't want to leave home again.. i don't think i've ever been so emotional in such a long time.. i waved mum good bye and walked in still crying.. omg.. and aft i had stopped my father had just reached singapore from a flight from india and went to meet with me near the gate.. when i saw him i just felt i can't let him down again.. all the money he's spent on me.. just can't let him down.. i shall just stop here and stop blabbering and just work hard..

Till next time..
Adam