Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Sian...

Haiz..

i think i'm just doing this cuz i'm bored and i'm kinda depressed... not doing well has its repercussions.. haiz.. can't stop thinking about failures... ARGH !! anyway i guess its a new sem a new start.. to do things better for myself.. to focus.. still hurts to think about it.. can't really think of what else to say other than ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Till next time..
Adam

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I'm Back

Hi everyone.. i don't know how many ppl would tune back in to this blog cuz i haven't blogged in such a long long time.. but i'm back.. cuz i'm back in perth.. and i guess it gets very boring again and i've got time on my hands to do such things once again.. lol.. anyways i had the best time in a long time during my holidays.. i didn't have the best time receiving my results.. nvr expected such heartache.. but anyway its a new semester so i'm gonna be working doubley hard to improve them greatly..

going back to singapore i found really good friends back there.. those like Vic, Garreth, Vera and Josh.. Even Edwin.. Vera's very long time friend.. it was so good going out for movies, supper and dinners and i swear i've never watched so many movies in such a short time.. catching almost any other movie i thought i liked.. i really enjoyed seeing my family and of course yenlee all over again.. it was such a good feeling.. not feeling as lonely as i did in perth.. during my holidays i went to beijing and harbin in china.. it was sooooo cold.. omg.. went to harbin and the weather was perpetually under 0 deg celcius.. my mum even got frost bite when we went up the mountain.. it was minus 30 i think the dao you (Tour guide in mandarin) mentioned.. going to beijing and bargaining was such a fun thing too.. ahaha.. all the food was so damn good.. just popping into the 小吃( little eateries) was cheap and tasteful..

i think the last day before i came back was really one of the best i've had.. spending valentines day with yenlee.. we really spent a whole day together enjoying each others company and i swear i really love her lots.. someone i'll never give up for any other girl.. other than maybe my mum or sister.. valentines day wasn't the usually expensive things cuz but i really loved the day.. spending time with her time flew past.. which i didn't really want it to end..

and then the day came when i had to come back to perth and that was on a sunday the 15th of feb.. I felt so lost when i was coming back to perth.. i don't know if i will be able to do it all over again.. when i left for the customs i gave my mum a hug.. and saw my mum crying and then i started to cry.. which i think i just didn't want to leave home again.. i don't think i've ever been so emotional in such a long time.. i waved mum good bye and walked in still crying.. omg.. and aft i had stopped my father had just reached singapore from a flight from india and went to meet with me near the gate.. when i saw him i just felt i can't let him down again.. all the money he's spent on me.. just can't let him down.. i shall just stop here and stop blabbering and just work hard..

Till next time..
Adam