Hey

it might only be the 3rd week of uni.. but i can feel stressed to a certain extent.. don't really understand certain things.. and its sometimes so hard to depend on others when you have to understand it and not just memorise it on your own.. but i've been enjoying the company of friends when i study.. but i feel i still need to put in more effort to do well and aim for the distinctions i really crave..


On to football.. haha.. watched an absolutely amazing game in which Liverpool as in words from the press humiliated Real Madrid.. a team that is really on a streak in the La Liga.. 4-0 was what the final score line read.. it just really makes you wonder how a team can play so well in europe and not be as consistent in the EPL.. maybe because its how tough the EPL is really getting.. just look at the bottom half of the table and they are only seperated by a few points and anyone can be put in the drop zone after a string of bad results.. hopefully this weekend we will shut the mouth of those Man Utd fans of which most of which just love to run off their mouths.. when did these Man U fans become fans? before they won anything? soon they will be man city fans.. who knows?

Till next time..
Adam

Just what i felt..

I think there's just something about the traditional roman catholic church that i really like.. the serenity.. the calmness of it all.. the peace that it brings to me..

Till next time..
Adam

Just sian..

i don't really know why i keep coming back to the blog.. but i guess its just one way i can really just express myself without really talking to anyone else cuz sometimes its just so hard to talk to anyone else about problems.. although i know ppl do read it.. what i feel inside now i just can't really explain.. just feel so uneasy so sian just soo sian.. just need somewhere to go and scream my lungs out.. sometimes its painful to know when u roughly know what someone thinks good about you and then changes that stance just because he doesn't really like that idea.. i'm just kinda screaming in my head right now..

why why why why..... why must it be that way.. all i think i can do i continue on with my life.. why can't i have just enough money on my own and do what i want and not depend on anyone else.. don't i make sensible decisions on my own? don't i take care of myself properly? aren't i a responsible person on my own? haven't i done enough to prove that i am capable of making sound decisions? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!

i miss the totally bo chap side of me.. I don't really wanna say all these but i just think i should really let it out or it will just hurt so much more on the inside.. sorry if its just so emo.. not something i really wanna be.. can't stand this side of me..

wats up..

Hey to the unknown readers out there.. lol...

so far this has been a decent week.. balance of playing and studying.. doing work.. meals and all that.. its been excellent.. although i really haven't been home much cuz there really isn't very much to do at home so going to josh's house to cook and enjoy company is the best remedy.. haha.. i miss going out to the cinemas to watch lots of movies.. its sooo expensive over here.. sucks man.. would love to hang out with amelia more often.. but she seems busy.. and sometimes i am too..

just a random note.. lol.. i think in life we must learn to live life and not let life live us.. we must make the situation better as the situation will never get better on its own at all.. live life to the fullest.. don't try to resist what is put right in front of you.. if it doesn't happen for you try and make it happen.. thats all you can ask of yourself.. its like money.. if you don't work money ain't just gonna drop from the sky and into your lap isn't it?

Till next time..
Adam

Just felt like blogging..

Hey hey...

its been an interesting week so far.. cooking dinners and enjoying company.. but i guess it still doesn't beat being hom eback in singapore with yenlee and family.. i still would have loved to stay at home after such heartache.. but like what i learnt from max truely at the first real cell of the semester was really not to live in the past.. plan for the future but look at the now.. i usually don't think of the past that much cuz i know that it is absolutely over.. but i really can't help but look at what happened just last semester.. it still really hurts.. but i'm really looking at right now what i have.. a super supportive girlfriend and family.. they truely mean the world to me.. what else could a person ask for? i'm also really grateful to all the awesome friends and cousin that i have here.. they make life so much easier over here.. what would i do without em? a family away from home..

Liverpool has been my favourite team for a really really really long time.. i believe since around the time that ian rush retired which was in 96.. what the hell were they doing last night man... ARGH !!! can't even beat a middlesbrough side which has not won in 3 months.. wth.. what was rafa thinking.. putting skrtel on the right when carragher should have been there.. babbel the useless player he keeps playing.. what does he see in him !!! i think the premiership is gone.. we're just a different in EUROPE !!! cull the giants.. lose to the small..

Till next time..
Adam