Have you ever..

Have you ever woken up to the smell of fresh bread which has just been baked? let me tell you that it is one of the best things ever.. the aroma of freshly baked bread is heavenly.. My housemate chuck has this bread maker which he of course makes his own bread and he's been baking fresh bread ever since i came back to perth but up till now i've never had the opportunity to wake up to the smell.. i'd always be fully awake and walk into the kitchen then would i be able to smell the fresh bread.. last night i saw him put in the ingredients and i knew he was baking the bread but when i woke up and smelt it it was like best thing ever..

the mid sem break is coming and i have 2 upcoming quizzes.. one is civil and the other math after the break.. i've been trying to study but i'm just so afraid that i won't do well.. i think last sem has really scarred me.. just can't get the stupid thing out of my mind..

Sunday, Josh, vera, belle, chong wei and myself went cycling.. it was really something different.. and it felt soo good.. the weather was just perfect.. it wasn't hot and it wasn't cold until towards 4+ the wind started blowing and it started to get cold.. but it was really fun.. vera packed lunches for us we sat at some part of kings park to eat and chat.. can check out some of the pics here..

Till next time..
Adam

Just another day..

Another few days have passed by.. and it will be the end of the week again.. ARGH !! time flies so fast.. doing projects, studying and having fun over the weekends is all we ever do.. but what else can we do? i wish i was home right now where i could give Yenlee a big hug.. eat prata at the coffee shop and also tau huay.. yumm... enough about food..

its time to hit the books again.. quizzes are comin up.. civil and math.. but before that we have warman trials.. its been real interesting going through warman project.. figuring out how a mechanical contraption is supposed to work.. haha.. so much of "oh we can do this.. but how are we gonna do it?" hahaha.. and also how we gonna transfer a baton.. if who ever read this is interested about Warman and just wanna know what its about building robots and competition.. just click here.. so interesting.. but so time consuming.. haha..

and now my fav topic which is football & LIVERPOOL !! 13 goals in 3 games.. against some of the toughest opponents around.. what a run we've been on.. just wished the international break wasn't around to spoil the form of the club.. maybe there is just some hope in overturning "manure" lol.. common man u.. LOSE !!!

Dear jiayou for your exams.. soon the studying will be over and you'll miss it again.. hahaha..

Till next time..
Adam

Free for a few hours..

Time has really been passing pretty quickly.. its almost the weekend all over again.. very soon in the blink of an eye.. Exams will be here again.. and everyone's anxieties will be shooting through the roof.. and we can only prepare for it.. Just last night i went to a friends convo.. and was thinking i can't wait for that time to come.. because when that happens means that means yenlee's bond is finishing and we could really start our lives together.. but on a sadder note i don't think very many of my current friends will be around.. most of them will graduate before me.. it may only have been 9 months since i've gotten to know them but they feel like some of the closest friends i've ever made..

Onto football.. hahahaha... what an exciting week last week.. first the thrashing of Real Madrid which is only the most decorated club in european history.. and 2nd the icing on the cake thrashing of Manchester United 4-1.. and it was an absolutely awesome game which liverpool deserved to win.. and this win made me realize that some Manure (what my friend david likes to call them) fans are really such sore losers.. common man just admit that liverpool played a better game and get on with life.. We(Liverpool) may not win the league but we haven't beaten Man U twice in a season in such a long time i almost forgot wat it feels like.. annnnnnd it feels really good.. hahahahahahahahaha... we will get the title soon.. Manure fans.. watch out..

Till next time..
Adam

Something i just want you to know...

Over the last few weeks i've been hearing this song.. i think its one of the most meaningful songs i know.. and it kinda sums up how i feel..



Looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me
Oh, mere words can't explain the love I have inside
it's more than just a physical thing
I know it's something like spiritual connection
The feeling in my soul, heart and mind

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be too far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me

You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love, I think of you

You're beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
warm hearted like the rays of the sun on a summer's day
And all I gotta do is look into your eyes to lose myself
your the substance of my dreams epitomy me of woman
the only one i truly call mine

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be too far
Please say forever you will stay beside me

'Cause you're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get,
When you know that something's true
When I think of love, I think of you

Yeah, oh yeah

When I think of love I think of you
Baby I love you and I need you, yeah

You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love I think of you

update...

its the weekend again.. the time just really passes by so fast.. we're like midway through march already.. seems like only yesterday we were having a blast of a new years party at vera's house.. i think i've gotten back into the swing of things and being happier letting it all out on the blog.. anyway having friends that are cheerful too helps.. haha.. just came back from the casino and i lost $10 !!! omg.. haha.. at least i'm still $30 up on burswood.. haha.. i want to go fishing.. i want to buy my own fishing rod.. i want to work.. there's so many things that i wanna do.. but first get my distinctions.. haha.. hopefully if i work hard enough for it i will get it..
i just watched a couple of movies.. the first one.. gran torino.. the trailers made it look really good.. but actually its a pretty crap show.. so damn draggy but the end was kinda sad.. in my opinion some of the acting also wasn't really good too.. then i watched confessions of a shopaholic.. that was a total chick flick but it was a really good show to watch.. the story was nice.. i kinda like chick flicks sometimes.. i prefer a good story line over action.. although if a great story line came with action.. that would be so much better.. lol

Till next time..
Adam

Hey

it might only be the 3rd week of uni.. but i can feel stressed to a certain extent.. don't really understand certain things.. and its sometimes so hard to depend on others when you have to understand it and not just memorise it on your own.. but i've been enjoying the company of friends when i study.. but i feel i still need to put in more effort to do well and aim for the distinctions i really crave..


On to football.. haha.. watched an absolutely amazing game in which Liverpool as in words from the press humiliated Real Madrid.. a team that is really on a streak in the La Liga.. 4-0 was what the final score line read.. it just really makes you wonder how a team can play so well in europe and not be as consistent in the EPL.. maybe because its how tough the EPL is really getting.. just look at the bottom half of the table and they are only seperated by a few points and anyone can be put in the drop zone after a string of bad results.. hopefully this weekend we will shut the mouth of those Man Utd fans of which most of which just love to run off their mouths.. when did these Man U fans become fans? before they won anything? soon they will be man city fans.. who knows?

Till next time..
Adam

Just what i felt..

I think there's just something about the traditional roman catholic church that i really like.. the serenity.. the calmness of it all.. the peace that it brings to me..

Till next time..
Adam

Just sian..

i don't really know why i keep coming back to the blog.. but i guess its just one way i can really just express myself without really talking to anyone else cuz sometimes its just so hard to talk to anyone else about problems.. although i know ppl do read it.. what i feel inside now i just can't really explain.. just feel so uneasy so sian just soo sian.. just need somewhere to go and scream my lungs out.. sometimes its painful to know when u roughly know what someone thinks good about you and then changes that stance just because he doesn't really like that idea.. i'm just kinda screaming in my head right now..

why why why why..... why must it be that way.. all i think i can do i continue on with my life.. why can't i have just enough money on my own and do what i want and not depend on anyone else.. don't i make sensible decisions on my own? don't i take care of myself properly? aren't i a responsible person on my own? haven't i done enough to prove that i am capable of making sound decisions? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!

i miss the totally bo chap side of me.. I don't really wanna say all these but i just think i should really let it out or it will just hurt so much more on the inside.. sorry if its just so emo.. not something i really wanna be.. can't stand this side of me..

wats up..

Hey to the unknown readers out there.. lol...

so far this has been a decent week.. balance of playing and studying.. doing work.. meals and all that.. its been excellent.. although i really haven't been home much cuz there really isn't very much to do at home so going to josh's house to cook and enjoy company is the best remedy.. haha.. i miss going out to the cinemas to watch lots of movies.. its sooo expensive over here.. sucks man.. would love to hang out with amelia more often.. but she seems busy.. and sometimes i am too..

just a random note.. lol.. i think in life we must learn to live life and not let life live us.. we must make the situation better as the situation will never get better on its own at all.. live life to the fullest.. don't try to resist what is put right in front of you.. if it doesn't happen for you try and make it happen.. thats all you can ask of yourself.. its like money.. if you don't work money ain't just gonna drop from the sky and into your lap isn't it?

Till next time..
Adam

Just felt like blogging..

Hey hey...

its been an interesting week so far.. cooking dinners and enjoying company.. but i guess it still doesn't beat being hom eback in singapore with yenlee and family.. i still would have loved to stay at home after such heartache.. but like what i learnt from max truely at the first real cell of the semester was really not to live in the past.. plan for the future but look at the now.. i usually don't think of the past that much cuz i know that it is absolutely over.. but i really can't help but look at what happened just last semester.. it still really hurts.. but i'm really looking at right now what i have.. a super supportive girlfriend and family.. they truely mean the world to me.. what else could a person ask for? i'm also really grateful to all the awesome friends and cousin that i have here.. they make life so much easier over here.. what would i do without em? a family away from home..

Liverpool has been my favourite team for a really really really long time.. i believe since around the time that ian rush retired which was in 96.. what the hell were they doing last night man... ARGH !!! can't even beat a middlesbrough side which has not won in 3 months.. wth.. what was rafa thinking.. putting skrtel on the right when carragher should have been there.. babbel the useless player he keeps playing.. what does he see in him !!! i think the premiership is gone.. we're just a different in EUROPE !!! cull the giants.. lose to the small..

Till next time..
Adam